The buzz of an airport and stomach flipping motion as your plane jets off towards warmer climates might still be an unfamiliar feeling for many of us this summer, but it doesn’t stop us getting our hopes up every time we feebly check BBC weather in the hopes of some well-needed sunshine. Football’s coming home, Love Island is back on our screens and all we need now is a heatwave to complete a proper, British summertime celebration.

As a nation, it’s time to manifest some serious warmth, and when that time comes we need to be prepped and ready to hit the Lidos, parks, garden sun loungers and British beaches with our best-pedicured foot forward and in a swimsuit or bikini that leaves us feeling 10/10. Whatever your swimwear concerns (because God knows it can be a nightmare to shop for) the team have compiled their current add-to-basket worthy picks to see you through the rest of the summer season, and ensure we all get a fire Instagram photo as soon as the temperature hits anything above 22 degrees. Hey, we’re in the Euros final, anything can happen in 2021!

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The football’s on, we’ve coupled up with Love Island again and cinema is back, ah sweet normality, it’s good to see you again. Whilst England’s place in the Euros remains to be seen, at the very least we know it’s coming home for tv and film.

From The Handmaid’s Tale Season 4, the police dramas we only just got round to watching nearly a decade later (mother of god) and this summer’s cinematic must-sees, here’s a recap of the latest tv shows and movies we’ve been watching on the big screen and the medium screen, as a reward for how shit the tiny screen makes us feel.

Nothing strips down your entire existence quite so ruthlessly as a family of glowing rectangles, does it? Here’s what we’ve been cancelling all social plans to watch lately.

Larrese’s Picks

Line of Duty

Mother of god, I’m embarrassingly late to the police drama party but when season 6 was trending a few months back, I thought I may as well see what all the fuss is about once and for all, so I got fully acquainted with the AC12 gang. I don’t know what kept me all these years. I’d seen snippets and some spoilers on Goggle Box (mainly the Trump cameo) so I knew the main premise of the series but not enough for it to ruin the show for me. The cast are brilliant together – Hastings, Kate and Arnott have my heart. I recently discovered Martin Compston is Scottish which blew my mind and made me fancy him even more. His London accent is ridiculously good. PS I’ll never misspell definitely ever again.

Peter Rabbit 2: The Runaway

No YOU went to the cinema the day it opened on your own to watch a children’s film. I don’t think I appreciated how much I loved going to the cinema before the pandemic. It’s the only way to get me to sit and actually watch a film. If I’m at home, I’m on my phone replying to emails or mindlessly scrolling, so the cinema is the perfect place to force me to sit still, switch off from the small screen and treat myself to the pure uninterrupted joy of the big screen. Admittedly, there wasn’t a great deal of choice so I was forced to watch Peter Rabbit 2, really (cough, liar, cough), and I loved it, not quite as much as the first one – that was a bit more cottagecore fluff, this one was a little more action bunny, but wholesome viewing nonetheless.

Anne With An E

The perfect tv comfort food for a rainy day. The Netflix original is an adaptation inspired by the Anne of Green Gables book series by L.M. Montgomery. It’s a coming-of-age story about a young fearless Canadian orphan trying to find her place in the world. She’s mistakingly sent to live with siblings Marilla and Matthew Cuthbert, where she transforms the lives of everyone she meets with her exuberance and wild imagination. Actress Amybeth McNulty is perfectly cast as the spirited anti-heroine, Anne Shirley. Her talent alone makes the series impossible not to binge, as does the stunning backdrop of Prince Edward Island. I feel a trip to Canada coming on… when we’re allowed.

Mare of Easttown

Adding this in as a tv series I’m currently trying to get into but can’t promise I’ll finish… does it get better, guys?! I’ve heard great things about it and Kate Winslet is in it so it’s gotta be worth a watch, surely? But the first episode just didn’t rock my world. Something’s not quite reeling me in so, I’ll probably finish watching it on my deathbed along with all the other iconic films and tv shows I’ve missed. RIP Grey’s Anatomy.

The Bold Type

Forever wishing I’m a Sutton, completely gutted that I’m a Tiny Jane through and through. I loved everything about this show. Even Pinstripe. Fancied him in a major way – I don’t make the rules. The alchemy between the three characters, Kat, Sutton and Jane is what saves this show from veering into the glossy, media gal rom-com archetype. Yes, it’s wildly unrealistic – Jane writes one article a week, always takes a lunch break and reports directly to her Editor in chief who cancels Beyonce to be a shoulder for Tiny Jane and is a treadmill marching angel – but the love story shared between these three gal pals is what kept my subscription to Scarlet magazine going strong.

Danielle’s Picks

The Handmaids Tale – Season 4

Even though I’m only 3 episodes into the latest season I had to put this series in my choices as I’ve been gagging for it to come out for months! I always used to think the premise of this show sounded too depressing and macabre but as soon as I gave it a go I was hooked. The women portrayed in this show whether you love them or hate them are f***ing epic, every performance is so ridiculously good. The new season is a refreshing step change from the previous 3 (I don’t want to give away any spoilers) but it feels like it could go in any direction right now and it’s SO exciting.

Loki

I’m always a sucker for a Marvel series, especially as it’s something I can enjoy with my partner Harry. We watched WandaVision and loved it, they’re like watching a 6-hour movie dedicated to one character. Anything Marvel produces is usually packed full of humour, twists & turns, easter eggs, and great storylines and Loki is no different. The series takes place after Loki steals the tesseract in End Game and he’s brought to the TVA (Time Variance Authority) after an alternate version of Loki created a new timeline. Owen Wilson stars in the new series and he’s as lovable as ever. Definitely recommend giving it a go if you’re into the ol’ MCU.

RuPaul’s Drag Race All Stars 6

It’s back, back, back, back, back again! Obviously, I’ve smashed the series 13, the UK series 2 and Down Under already this year but you best believe but All-Stars has my heart. I love seeing queens come back and show how much they’ve improved, with elevated looks and vibes. The challenges are top tier, and I love the format of the queens voting each other off. If you’ve never watched RuPaul’s Drag Race what the hell are you doing with your life? This series I’m rooting for Raja O’hara, I love everything she’s shown so far and I’m glad she’s getting that redemption after being too caught up in the competitiveness of her season.

Bo Burnham: Inside

Wow, what a masterpiece. Bo Burnham creates genius musical comedy specials and has done for years but this one hits different. Bo wrote, directed, filmed, and edited the whole thing from a tiny apartment over the year we all has to stay inside. it touches on his mental health over the course of the year, as well as his feelings doing stand up before the pandemic, the dangers of how addictive digital is for all of us especially young adults, and of course Jeff Bezos and his mighty wealth. This special really holds a mirror up to society and points out so many ugly truths we’re just not talking enough about, but it also pokes light-hearted fun at topics like sexting and ‘white women’s Instagram’ accounts (yes I felt very attacked). Urge you to give this one a watch!

Charlotte’s Picks

Cruella

This was my first cinema trip since Christmas when I managed to squeeze a visit in between lockdowns and boy oh boy was I excited. I managed to see Cruella just before it left cinemas and I so wish I had been sooner because it was one of those films I could easily have gone and watched again the next day. I love both Emma Stone and Emma Thompson (special mentions to The Amazing Spiderman and Love Actually) at the best of times so seeing them be the boss ass b*tches they are on screen together was such a joy. The plot was imaginative, surprising and sprinkled with plenty of humour, wit and simply everything I hoped for and more. I always love admiring the costume department of any film I watch and the emphasis on fashion in Cruella wasn’t something I was really anticipating but really blew me away. As a fashion graduate I loved the rivalry between Cruella and the Baroness who gave me total Miranda Priestly of The Devil Wears Prada vibes. 10/10 recommend and will be watching again soon on Disney+!

Love Island

You either love it or you love to hate it but I for one am overjoyed to have this trashy, addictiveness back on my screen! I think I was in the minority of loving winter Love Island so I had my fix more recently than those who skipped out that season, but I am still thrilled that it is FINALLY back. It really needs no introductions but I am already living for the memes, TikToks and group chats popping off every episode- the country is united and it’s all thanks to terrible flirting and cringe chat ups lines on ITV2- who would have thought it?!

Too Hot To Handle

I’ve got love on the brain and also live in a house of 4 girls so of course Netflix hit THTH has been on our TV at every given opportunity. I don’t know how I feel about this show, despite how much I’d heard about it, and mostly find the combination of Americans and Brits mixing (amongst other nationalities too) extremely jarring for some reason, ha. I also just find the whole concept so odd- like, if some of these people genuinely can’t go even one day without kissing or sleeping together then surely that’s a major problem?? It feels so bizarre to me, and I know a lot of it is probably put on for the cameras but seriously I would be so annoyed as a contestant who could easily stick to the rules when money is involved to have others throw it away for the sake of some heavy petting in a bedroom surrounded by strangers. Get a grip people!

Darcey’s Picks

Believe Me: The Abduction of Lisa McVey

(TW sexual assault) If you like a true-crime documentary, this is really one to sink your teeth in. Based on true events, it relives the kidnapping of Lisa McVey who narrowly escapes her kidnapper. However, and this is the big twist in the story, no one initially believed her. They said she must have been making it up because her story was too detailed (wtf?). I find films and series based on true events fascinating, and I massively admired the bravery of such a young girl who had been kidnapped and sexually assaulted. It’s an uncomfortable watch at times, but you are glued to the screen as she slowly convinces the people around her that this happened and fights to get who did it bought to justice. There’s a big twist too, which again is mind-blowing to think this is true and if she hadn’t persevered to get him caught he would have stayed on the streets hurting more and more women. Would absolutely recommend to any fellow true-crime lovers.

Sweet Tooth

I loved this series so much! Sometimes felt a bit close to home as it centres around a virus that made everyone sick (we are all potentially over this narrative now ha, although it is based of a comic from 2009), however this series is all about the ‘hybrid’ children that were born from this, who are half human and half animal. This series follows Gus who is a hybrid with a deer, so he has very cute antlers but also possesses abilities deers have like night vision etc! I don’t want to give too much away but I really enjoyed this series, I felt so many emotions while watching this and was really rooting for little Gus and his quest. It’s an easy watch and perfect for a Sunday snuggled in bed!

The Pact

SO BLOODY GOOD! Honestly I had kind of given up on BBC series after they have discontinued some of my favourite (Doctor Foster you will forever be in my heart). Also, 6 episodes a series? BBC we want MORE. Although actually, I feel this series was perfectly summed up in 6 episodes, but I think we could off stretched it to 8, just saying. This series follows a group of women who one night leave a co-worker in a forrest as a practical joke, I know even from that you know it’s going terribly wrong. Let’s just say they end up with an unexplained death and the women are now in a pact to vow to stick together in order to not go down for it. Would highly recommend and if you are anything like me you’ll be finished in a day.

Workin’ Moms

This pains me to say it, it really does, but I didn’t love this last series. I have been waiting for the new series for what feels like forever, but it kinda flopped? I am so sad to say this but I’ve been watching it for years and always so excited when the new episodes are released, but I just didn’t like the plot of the last series! Without giving too much away for people who haven’t yet watched it, but I think it’s because the moms aren’t all together, with Anne living in a new city. Also, Jenny is hardly in this series and just has some strange storyline running alongside the others, where she’s in some weird relationship with her boss? It just didn’t add up to me, Hopefully, the next series hits better!

First off, how are you and how is your 2021 going?

Great question, thank you for asking. I have found 2021 really eye opening, from a personal perspective I think I have done a lot of reflecting on 2020 and the injection of serious growth we saw as a business and that I had to handle on one pair of shoulders. I stepped up but felt quite burnt out, so I feel like this year has been a lot about my personal growth and practising some self-mastery, as much as the business growth. The business has had some brilliant moments this year but the last two months have been tougher, we were hit hard with the impact of COVID in India for our production, and sales naturally took a little wobble when retail and life has opened up slightly. All in all it’s been quite the year so far, I thought 2020 was wild … but 2021, wow! 

Can you tell us about your journey to start Claude & Co?

Claude & Co (named after my first cat) was a combination of my foundations in fashion buying, feeling Children’s products really resonated with me and my style and that you could have fun with it, and they’re tiny…who doesn’t love tiny things. I love women’s clothing but it’s too personal for me. I think having no children (as yet) helped me a lot…though it does seem to shock most people! A lot of Children’s brands are started by mums noticing a gap or giving it a go on mat leave, and it’s become the norm. 

I started slow, and had other toy and interior brands on the website. Selling those whilst working on my brand behind the scenes, I knocked on a lot of doors and previous contacts from my buyer life until someone listened. I knew what I wanted I just needed help to make it. I still work with the factory now and they make the most incredible clothing. I am so proud of the quality and level of Claude & Co. Now we’re five years in, and the brand has grown and the awareness too, we’re stocked in most countries around the world – all pretty much from my front room. We have a warehouse based in the U.K (as we used to pack and send everything from home eek) and the collection has grown steadily to where we are now and with I believe a strong future ahead. 

We know you previously worked in buying, what steps did you take in your education/early career to achieve that role?

I started my career in fashion buying very young, I was really thrown in at the deep end. During my first year at uni, I took it upon myself to get some work experience in a buying office. I was offered a job after around a month of clearing the rails, sorting folders and asking the right questions. I left university that same day and gave it my all. For me, four more years made no sense when I had these big plans. 

I was pretty determined from around 14 years old that I wanted to be a fashion buyer. I loved art (I still do, painting is my solace) I loved creating and I knew fashion was something that got me excited. I had a career day at school and they gave me some guidance on the idea of being an architect or a fashion buyer, which I had no idea even existed but sounded better than an architect because well…too mathematical. So that was me. Fashion Buyer in the making. 

I worked my butt off and climbed that ladder fast in my career– I ended up as a buyer on Childrenswear for NEXT and I whilst I felt very “successful” having become a buyer and travelled the world turning left on the plane at 25 years old, doing what I felt was seen as a “dream job” I just was not satisfied. I was pretty sucked up in the corporate world and I think I burnt out pretty fast. I just could not relate to the people and attitudes around me and felt I was destined for something else. I had thankfully built myself a strong base to take time out, keep my home and invest some savings into giving something a go that I’d had the idea of for a while. So there we go, I leapt…with a lot of blind faith and a LOT to learn but with some good experience under my belt. 

We love your gender-neutral clothing, why do you think it’s so hard to find on the market?

I have no idea; I think especially for baby clothing…there is so much gender stereotyping and it’s such a shame. When I am designing, I never consider the gender of a child it doesn’t enter my head. I just think whoever they are, will look so great in this and it can appeal to anyone. I try and keep to neutral earthy colours and interesting fabrics, focusing on something a bit more sophisticated.

What is the process like for designing products and picking out your slogans like “Milking It”? 

I am quite dry in my sense of humour, and I knew that slogans had to play a part in the brand to stop things being too cute and serious. We’ve had a few along the way and Milking It – has really stuck. So much so it’s now trademarked in the U.K, the USA, Europe and more to come…safe to say we’ve had a few copycats along the way! I heard a friend say something along the lines of “you spend your years building a brand, then years protecting it“ amen to that.  

Milking It is what we are most recognised for now and I just never get bored of it. I can just picture every parent smirking when they change their baby into it, who no doubt is 100% milking it. In every sense. 

I love the design process; I think that’s where I find the most validation in my business and happiness. Something coming to life from my head is the best buzz. I normally consider what I feel is missing or I’d love to see out there. Seeing little ones, and matching parents in the ideas from my head is the best feeling. I tend to start with a sketch, and I brief the factory to do a toile (a mock up) on that and we put it with fabrics and get samples made. I love all those little attention bits, the labels and stitch colours, button placements etc. All makes such a difference to the end result. 

Can you tell us about some highs and lows of starting your own small business?

Five years in, I can say there has been some extreme highs and lows. In every decision you make you either learn or you grow which is important to recognise. There really is no “how to” guide. Every decision big or small has been totally on my shoulders. Which some days I find easier than others! 

High points, those ‘pinch me’ moments when you curate and dream of a brand and see people wearing or loving it – Zoe and Alfie the exact example here! Seeing them receive their order, watching as a fly on the wall, was one of my proudest moments. I have imagined that moment for expectant excited parents so many times but never witnessed it. I imagine how many people have had that feeling through buying something I created, that’s a high. 

A big positive is flexibility! Your time is your own, which works well for me. I like to structure my days, but I am so unproductive from 11am-2pm so I normally allow myself some time for exercise, a great lunch, meeting a friend etc but I get up at 6am and work, because I love a peaceful morning and I find my work is better that way. 

Flip side is, you must be so driven to keep getting up and going day after day. No one else is pushing, so you have to bring that energy. It’s tough, especially when sales aren’t as positive, or the delivery is missing somewhere between India and the U.K and no one knows where, or your website crashes when launching new product (all things I’ve had to handle). With that, I find there is no off button. When you’re on holiday and not relaxing because you just need to send that email, post on instagram, I feel like I need to learn to be more present which I think a lot of small business owners can relate to. 

Skies the limit. I love that feeling when it’s my own company. It comes with the fear factor but there is no ceiling with your own brand. I love that the future is in my own hands. 

I think all moments of validation are really personal to the business and person behind it. Everyone has their own dream, and vision to tap into. The high points totally outweigh the low, which is the reason we do it! 

What’s the best advice for someone wanting to start a new business?

You need to align your mindset and motivation to get moving. Be totally sure that you are passionate about what you want to create or sell. Either a service based or product-based business that applies. Someone’s passion for their brand or profession shows and its infectious. I think it helps people connect with you. You can tell when something is half hearted! 

I’d also say, spending your time looking too much at your competition is dangerous. Be focused on your own mission, people will come and go. You will think everyone else has something you don’t but all journeys are different. Someone can turn over a million pounds and make no profit, it’s all relative to your goals…! 

I’d also suggest getting advice and being clear on areas that make you feel nervous. I always found figures and accounts daunting. Turns out I just needed to find the right fit for me with my accountant, she is the best decision I made last year! I am growing more and more confident, and I feel like we’re a team. When you work on your own it’s so important to find that support.  

I’d always recommend for someone to go for it with starting their own business. There is always room for what you want to create, and I think if you have that idea and passion then you’re so much further than most people. Get your plan in place, get your people in place, and be brave. No growth ever happens in your comfort zone. 

What are you currently working on?

I am working on newness for next spring and I am really feeling a bit of 70’s styling and some country and western details. Tricky as I never like to be too “trend” led especially with unisex baby clothing, but a little nod won’t hurt. I love working really in season, I cannot hold onto ANYTHING If I love it, booking too far in advance just doesn’t work for me. So If I am working on something it’s likely to launch soon. Nightmare to manage but it makes me happy!

I have been trying to look at refreshing our Milking It collection to grow it a little more with some new fabrics and sleepsuits. I hope I’ll be able to launch them this Winter, so eyes peeled! I keep trying to think of the friend of “milking it” as another slogan, so if anyone has any great ideas let me know! 

What are some of your other favourite small business baby brands?

Oh so many. My dearest friend Eleanor from Nellie Quats – we’re each other’s biggest cheerleaders and I don’t think I could do this without her. She has the most beautiful girlswear brand. Totally different to Claude & Co which I think helps our friendship. I have a great relationship with Bethany at Ando Stores, and we’ve worked on some collaborations together to sell exclusively across our stores, and there’s more to come. Her eye for product is like no other, and I think when I have a baby (one day) I’ll be shopping on there 24/7. Some brands I love, Silly Silas (dreamy combination with Claude & Co) Artipoppe carriers are so hot right now and I love them. I’ve always really admired Gray Label for their simple design and clean lines for baby clothing. I like Garbo & Friends and Konges Slojd for interiors and accessories. Olli Ella have always been a big support to me as a brand and I love their entire process and success, they’re wonder women. It’s so inspiring. Not strictly Childrenswear but ‘Mustard Made’… those girls are incredible as are their lockers. The independent childrenswear market is so huge, and I am proud to be in the mix. 

What does your perfect weekend look like?

I’m such a brunch girl. Meeting a group of friends or family for slow brunch in the sunshine or by a cosy fireplace is heaven to me, maybe a walk and little shop around. We live in Winchester and it’s great for independent coffee shops. We have an allotment and love spending time there during the summery days, it’s so peaceful. An evening date with my boyfriend, a nice meal somewhere and a great bottle of wine…clearly our life revolves happily around food and socialising. 

I love to paint, they keep getting bigger and bigger and we have zero wall space! I have a thing for still life painting with oils, and it’s how I zone out. So taking Sunday to paint is my happy place, preferably with a historical romance tv show on in the background. Bridgeton five times now. Help. Haha! 

What do you always carry with you?

My backpack, with so many half used lost and found Mac ‘faux’ lipsticks that it’s a crime. I always have my glasses as I am pretty blind without them! Otherwise I travel very light, I think a year of lockdown has meant it’s normally phone and mask in one hand and glasses in the other.  

What would your last ever meal be?

I love good food; I don’t eat dairy now…so I think last meal ever I’d be all over the cheese! Pasta is my go-to, and as basic as it would be…mushroom pasta loaded with a MOUNTAIN of truffle would see me off nicely with a good bottle of red wine. Preferably sandwiched between some crisps and dip and some passion fruit cheesecake to finish thank you! My mouths watering. Ha-ha. 

What is one positive piece of advice you could give to our audience?

It’s so exciting when you realise that there is no limit to what you can achieve. Learn about practising manifesting and mindset. Might sound totally woohoo to some people, I hear you. But try to read or listen to books about it. It really has changed my approach to business and life a lot. Learning about being aware of your own power is so addictive. You can take responsibility for the world you create around you. ‘Thoughts become things’ people! 

One thing that really helped me align with my ambition, I wrote down moments in my past where I’ve felt validation, whether that’s work or personal, really describe them and be aware of that feeling. Then write, picture or just imagine how they might show up your future. Let yourself go there and get moving towards it. 

Our book club dump is here to complete your balmy summer TBR list. In this semester’s line up, we’ve got the ultimate beach read in Lizzy Dent’s latest feel-good rom com The Summer Job, Transcendent Kingdom – the ruminative second novel by Yaa Gyasi (prepare to be both speechless and ruined in the best possible way) and A Slow Burning Fire by Paula Hawkins, a scorching new thriller from the best-selling author of The Girl on the Train.

If book boners exist, then trust us when we say we’re going to be well and truly pitching a tent this summer. Here’s a look at the blurbs!

July – The Summer Job by Lizzy Dent

Part Bridesmaids, Fleabag and Bridget Jones, there’s no poolside pal with a sense of humour quite like Lizzy Dent’s The Summer Job.

Have you ever imagined running away from your life?



Well Birdy Finch didn’t just imagine it. She did it. Which might’ve been an error. And the life she’s run into? Her best friend, Heather’s.

The only problem is, she hasn’t told Heather. Actually there are a few other problems…



Can Birdy carry off a summer at a luxury Scottish hotel pretending to be her best friend (who incidentally is a world-class wine expert)?



And can she stop herself from falling for the first man she’s ever actually liked (but who thinks she’s someone else)

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August – Transcendent Kingdom by Yaa Gyasi

Yaa Gyasi’s searing follow up to her acclaimed best-seller Homegoing delivers a powerful and moving portrait of a family of Ghanaian immigrants, ravaged by depression, grief and addiction.

As a child Gifty would ask her parents to tell the story of their journey from Ghana to Alabama, seeking escape in myths of heroism and romance. When her father and brother succumb to the hard reality of immigrant life in the American South, their family of four becomes two – and the life Gifty dreamed of slips away.

Years later, desperate to understand the opioid addiction that destroyed her brother’s life, she turns to science for answers. But when her mother comes to stay, Gifty soon learns that the roots of their tangled traumas reach farther than she ever thought. Tracing her family’s story through continents and generations will take her deep into the dark heart of modern America.

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September – Beautiful World, Where Are You by Sally Rooney

One of the most talked-about authors from the last year following the success of her novel to tv show Normal People – Sally Rooney is back with a brand new book based in Dublin following a quartet of young friends, their lives and their loves.

Alice, a novelist, meets Felix, who works in a distribution warehouse, and asks him if he’d like to travel to Rome with her. In Dublin, her best friend Eileen is getting over a break-up, and slips back into flirting with Simon, a man she has known since childhood.

Alice, Felix, Eileen and Simon are still young—but life is catching up with them. They desire each other, they delude each other, they get together, they break apart. They have sex, they worry about sex, they worry about their friendships and the world they live in. Are they standing in the last lighted room before the darkness, bearing witness to something? Will they find a way to believe in a beautiful world?

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October – A Slow Burning Fire by Paula Hawkins

The author behind the global phenomenon The Girl on the Train is back with her highly anticipated new thriller. A Slow Burning Fire explores the way no tragedy happens in isolation. Expect a dark plot, intensely believable, human characters and explosive gasp out loud twists.

‘What is wrong with you?’

Laura has spent most of her life being judged. She’s seen as hot-tempered, troubled, a loner. Some even call her dangerous.

Miriam knows that just because Laura is witnessed leaving the scene of a horrific murder with blood on her clothes, that doesn’t mean she’s a killer. Bitter experience has taught her how easy it is to get caught in the wrong place at the wrong time.

Carla is reeling from the brutal murder of her nephew. She trusts no one: good people are capable of terrible deeds. But how far will she go to find peace?

Innocent or guilty, everyone is damaged. Some are damaged enough to kill.

Look what you started.

What book has got you truly hyped for a summer of good reads?

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Pampering is second nature to most of us after 18 months of desperately trying to entertain ourselves indoors, so it’s safe to say the team didn’t struggle in picking out our dream evening-in accompaniments. Pass us the Vino, please!

General acts of self-care that keep you feeling stable and grounded might be as simple as taking the bins out or changing your bedding, but oftentimes treating yourself to some well deserved TLC can be just what you need for a mental and physical recharge. Never underestimate the power of the humble face mask.

And finding a peaceful state of mind doesn’t have to involve a far flung holiday destination or exclusive spa day (which is just as well really, Boris)- it can be as simple as carrying out small acts that encourage a state of zen in your own home. Be it a bubble bath, curling up with your favourite book or blasting Ms Swift’s Folklore (a surefire win), it’s important to prioritise recharging your batteries now more than ever as your social calendar fills up.

Keep scrolling to see the team’s must-have pamper picks…

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In their best-selling memoir-manifesto, All Boys Aren’t Blue, LGBTQIA+ activist, acclaimed author and journalist, George M. Johnson, explores the reality of growing up queer and black in America.

Through a series of powerful and unflinching essays, George unpacks a plethora of timely subjects such as gender identity, institutionalised homophobia, consent, toxic masculinity, family and brotherhood.

From the memories of getting their teeth kicked out by bullies at age five to their first sexual relationships and the precious bond with their grandmother ‘Nanny’, each page wrestles with trauma, triumph, Black joy and tragedy in a moving exploration of ever-evolving selfhood through a Black lens.

“Navigating in a space that questions your humanity isn’t really living at all. It’s existing. We all deserve more than just the ability to exist.”

Not only is this manifesto a fierce and defiant reclaiming of space for young black queer people, it’s a clarion call to fight for your right to live a full and authentic life.

Keep scrolling to read the team’s reviews of this emotionally frank and essential read.

It’s lukewarm below-average summer, bitches. Our free trial of nice weather has ended but we move. Summer might have done us dirty so far – June has a lot to answer for – but our spirit is far from broken. We still believe it’s coming home and we still believe our bikinis will have their time to shine…

As long as we have a good run of BBQs, corn on the cob, Aperol, crisps and dip, floaty dresses, pedicured toes, Calippos, sunsets, feel-good playlists, Love Island memes, carefree beach days followed by a superior shower (that post-swim hair wash always hits different), paddling pools, long balmy evenings, fish and chips and the faint holiday waft of sun lotion in the air, then we will enjoy this glorious time of year, whatever the roadmap to nowhere is saying. Here are 20 ways to make the most of July!

1. Enjoy the thrill of live sports in the company of unhygienic screaming strangers again. It’s coming home (even if it probably most definitely isn’t)

2. Remember that one time in 2002 the teachers let you come in early to watch the England vs Brazil game instead of going to lessons. Pure nostalgia.

3. Find yourself hankering for a pumpkin spice latte and a Christmas dinner because we’re officially closer to Christmas than January and British summertime really be like that.

4. Wear so much gingham, people start sitting on you to eat their sandwiches and tuck into their punnet of strawberries.

5. Somehow survive a 12-hour bottomless brunch. What year is it?

6. Cancel all plans that require leaving the house after 9pm on a week-day for the next six weeks…

7. Let the Casa Amor chaos commence.

8. Bond over how collectively ridiculous everyone looks when trying to walk barefoot on a pebbly beach whilst simultaneously trying to pretend it doesn’t hurt. Much grace. Much composure.

9. Ask yourself if the risk of being sociable is really worth it because POLLEN.

10. Wonder if you’ll ever get through all the tote bags you continue to throw in that one mother tote bag

11. Transfer money from your savings account to your current account. Repeat every three to five working days.

12. Tiger bread and Lurpak. That’s it. That’s how you make the most of July.

13. Think about quitting your job if your manager hints about coming back to the office one more time.

14. Not to be dramatic but unless we get a work uniform allowance for office clothes, no thanks.

15. Attempt to shake up your week-day dinners because you’ve been eating fajitas twice a week for a decade now

16. Before crawling back to the iconic permanent fixture that is: jacky p, cheese and beans. It’s like herpes for carbs, it always comes back.

17. Rest without guilt. You’re welcome.

18. Wonder if you’ve ever been sufficiently hydrated. Ever.

19. In the words of Matt Haig, “get a routine baggy enough to live in”

20. Feel shocked and disgusted at how expensive the outside world costs. My Monzo pots are in the worst shape of their lives but C’EST LA VIE.

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Which items are going straight into your basket? No judgement on the quantity of pieces here…

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One third of all internet traffic is porn. We’ll pause for a moment whilst that sinks in. Porn is everywhere online- it’s unavoidable and the ease with which anyone can access explicit content makes for a worrying reality in how normalised these unrealistic representations of sex are for many.

For the most part, pornography is designed to appeal to men, meaning the pleasure, consent and respect of the women featured in this content is secondary to the enjoyment of the men creating, partaking and viewing it. Pornography can be dehumanising to those involved when the name of the game is mass-producing content for free on sites such as PornHub, and regularly means those involved are not fairly paid or compensated for their work. Mainstream porn typically shows an inaccurate version of consensual, joyful sex, so it’s really no surprise if you’ve been dissatisfied with mainstream porn up until this point- it is rarely designed with women in mind.

But all is not lost ladies and gents, alone time with your favourite toy or a joint sexy sesh with your S/O can in fact be spiced up to the max with some consensual content that benefits you and those involved. Let us introduce: ethical porn.

What is ethical porn?

Ethical porn is adult content produced with the performer’s welfare as the top priority, ensuring they are paid, consenting and comfortable at each step of the filming and production process. Ethical porn seeks to provide a more realistic and accurate representation of sex, involving those of varying body types, sexualities, disabilities and most importantly prioritises pleasure for all of those involved.

Ethical porn is sometimes also known as ‘feminist porn’, which is another defining characteristic setting it apart from mainstream pornography which is oftentimes rooted in misogyny, violence and disrespecting women and their bodies. Mainstream porn is created with the male gaze at the fore and usually has one main aim, whereas feminist porn looks to create art that also satisfies women’s desires too – what’s not to like?!

Ethical porn can normally be distinguished from mainstream porn because it is typically not available for free – one of the ways it ensures that filmmakers and actors are paid fairly for their time and skills. It is typically hosted on independent websites that can be accessed by paying a subscription or one-off video fee and ensures a safe environment for performers in this industry. Creating high quality, responsibly made, cinematic pornography comes at a cost, and the never ending availability of free porn has wrongly made not paying for this content the norm.

As engaging with ethically made porn becomes more of a priority for viewers, “smaller indie studios have implemented stricter regulations around standardized, fair pay for actors, STI testing, and collaborations over scripts and scenes that take the actors’ boundaries into account” (Men’s Health), meaning you can sit back, relax and enjoy guilt free viewing, knowing everyone involved is having as much fun as you.

Where to watch ethical porn?

Piqued your interest? Heart rate increased? Look no further for a reliable watch list of destinations you can rely on for your feminist porn fix …

PinkLabelTV

Inspired by the pornography she watched at adult film festivals, Shine Louise Houston started PinkLabelTV in 2013 as a one-stop-shop for content that showcases, “the types of bodies and desires that aren’t often depicted on conventional adult websites.” Genres include classic and vintage adult films, sex education, documentary, and collections of award-winning films selected at adult film festivals around the globe.
Sales directly support the filmmakers on the platform, encouraging a sustainable #payforyourporn model where artists can continue expanding their craft and you know those involved are safe and consensual. Users can rent films on an individual basis or subscribe as a member to enjoy unlimited access to all the films and special livestream events.

Watch at: www.pinklabel.tv

Bellesa

“We unwaveringly believe that if we can change the kind of sex that people are watching, we can change a whole lot more.”
Bellesa’s tagline reads “empowering women to explore, embrace and celebrate their sexuality- unapologetically” and we are truly obsessed from the outset! All Bellesa films are fantasies by women, written by women, directed by women, produced by women and on set there is one golden rule: No. Fake. Orgasms. The goal of the scene is always to capture authentic, raw pleasure, and this is what really sets the platform apart from mainstream pornography typically designed for men. The site features some free content but Bellesa+, dubbed the ‘Netflix of porn’ is the most impressive part of the platform, with 4K streaming of the best premium content in porn available at a range of subscription levels to suit your budget. With interactive sex ed, private Facebook groups and chats to encourage members to explore their sexuality, the site is empowering at its very core.

Watch at: www.bellesa.co

Dipsea

The home of sexy audio stories, wellness sessions, and sleep scenes, Dipsea is a female-founded startup and story studio that produces relatable, feminist content that celebrates, “healthy boundary setting and enthusiastic consent”. Founded by friends Gina and Faye, they set out on a mission to create an accessible platform that allowed women, “to tap into their sexuality more easily, and on their terms.”
Subscribers can access 400+ stories with regular new releases, hot and heavy content with diverse themes, soothing bedtime stories & wellness sessions and the option to cancel at any time. We’re obsessed!

Learn more at: www.dipseastories.com

Afterglow

Afterglow’s “pleasure universe” is a new women-led erotica site that produces cinematic adult films that highlight consent, celebrate genuine pleasure, validate personal boundaries and embrace diversity of body size, race, sexuality, age and ability. Their blog is also a hub of sex education content, covering everything from orgasm anxiety, succeeding in non-monogamous relationships and everything you need to know about threesomes. Subscribe and pay monthly or annually, or try a 7-day free trial to see what it’s all about…

Learn more at: www.xoafterglow.com

Lust Cinema

And finally, the creme de la creme of ethical porn and beautifully created adult erotica, “Lust Cinema aims to challenge the porn industry standards by promoting the cinematic possibilities of the medium, high-quality storytelling and a realistic representation of human sexuality and sex.” Available for 1, 3 or 18 month subscription plans, you need look no further for binge-worthy adult series and feature films that prioritise pleasure.
Created by award-winning adult film-maker Erika Lust who broke onto the adult cinema scene in 2004, Lust has since founded four online cinemas: XConfessions, Lust Cinema, Else Cinema and The Store by Erika Lust that celebrate the highest quality adult content. Her TEDX talk ‘It’s Time for Porn to Change’ in 2017 has been viewed over 1 million times, and in 2019 she was named as one of the BBC’s 100 Most Influential Women of the Year.

Watch more at: www.lustcinema.com

We caught up with Erika to learn more about creating ethical porn and working in this trailblazing new subsection of a typically male dominated industry…

When was Erika Lust Films founded and what was the driving force for doing so? 

Right after moving to Barcelona from Sweden back in 2000, I started working in a well-known advertisement company making quick steps forward – from runner to producer – and soon I realised that I loved the atmosphere of a film set. At some point, I felt the need to do my own thing, and what I wanted to do was shoot an explicit film!

What is the most challenging part about creating ethical porn? What is the best/most rewarding part about creating ethical porn? 

When you present yourself as an adult production company that puts ethics in the film production process and everything they do, you’re taking a huge responsibility towards the public. This may lead to people holding your work to a standard of “perfection” that doesn’t tolerate even the smallest mistake you may make. On the other hand, the most rewarding part is seeing a growing community of people out there who appreciates our work and supports me and my team to keep on doing it as best as we can. We recently ran a survey through our users and I’m so happy to see that more than 50% of them chose to buy a subscription to XConfessions, Lust Cinema, or Else Cinema, or buy single movies or film compilations at The Store by Erika Lust exactly because of the ethics under which our films are made.

How do viewers know if the porn they are watching is ethical?

Last but not least, is the porn you watch available behind a paywall? It costs money to make a film and to ensure good working conditions for everyone who is involved in making it happen. It costs money to fairly pay performers, crew, post-production and the director; legal contracts that protect all of their rights as workers, lunch for the day, comfortable accommodations if required. 

What do you think is the most pressing issue in the world of pornography production that viewers should be more aware of? e.g. payment, age of actors. consent, representation etc 

I think that consumers should be more aware of the importance of paying for porn. By paying for your porn, you’re helping adult production companies to make films where sex work is done in a safe environment; meaning that performers and their needs and boundaries are taken care of, that the sex they have is consensual. When you pay for your porn, you’re paying a scriptwriter that creates an original, realistic plot where communication and diversity are put at the forefront. You’re paying a production team that ensures that performers are 18+, are enthusiastic about being part of an adult movie, and do not feel obliged to do anything they don’t want to do. You’re paying a Talent Manager or an Intimacy Coordinator that supports them throughout the shoot. Most of all, you’re paying the performers and the whole crew that works to create a film with good cinematography and art direction, lighting, styling, makeup, new locations, and the whole post-production process. All of this is essential to create good quality adult content, both aesthetically and in terms of content.

In recent years we have all become more conscious of what we consume, and ethical and sustainable businesses have really boomed. I hope that this trend also translates to peoples’ attitudes towards pornography and that people begin to think more about the consequences of not paying for pornography and relying on tube sites. At the moment films are often made on a very low budget by companies who need to churn out as many films as possible in order to compete and be profitable; this leads to a very poor representation of sex and sexuality on screen. It is only once people start paying for pornography this will begin to change as more money, more evenly distributed within the industry will provide space for innovative new directors and allow production companies to focus on quality rather than simply having an economy of scale. 

Do you think that the endless amounts of free pornography online make for an inherently problematic industry?

Do you think we will ever live in a world in which ethical and consensual pornography is the norm when free content can be consumed so mindlessly?  

As said above, the future of pornography depends on whether or not there is a shift away from simply using these tube sites and start backing more varied companies by paying for their content. Users need to be made aware of the ethical implications of watching pirated material. Watching free porn is like going to the supermarket and going out without paying for the groceries.

When you pay for your porn, you are giving it value. You are supporting the people who do it and you are sending the message that you want to watch porn that is made safely, with quality and diversity. As in many other fields, consumers are ultimately a part of the industry; the future of porn depends on the people who watch it.

People are not educated to pay for porn also because our society still sees sex workers as less than human. Sex workers are people like anyone else who do a job that should have the same legal rights as any other job. We need to change for the better our perception of sex workers and their lives. We need to normalise sex work as real work and put an end to stigma, criminalisation, and dehumanisation.

Do you think we’re seeing a cultural shift in attitudes towards porn becoming less taboo as sites such as Only Fans become more popular and mainstream?

Despite the sex-negative culture we still live in, I see that porn is gradually becoming less of a taboo in society. And yes, I think that sites like OnlyFans, Manyvids, etc. are helping to normalise the consumption of paid ethical porn. They do it by putting the power and the money directly in the hands of adult creators and performers, who can create their own content in the safety of their homes and with people they want to work with. 

Pornography is historically rooted in exploitation and misogyny- can ethical porn seek to change that or do the origins of porn make it difficult to escape those issues even now? 

Ethically made porn exists exactly to change that. Porn as a medium can be used in a positive or negative way as everything else. It is absolutely possible to create porn that is not rooted in exploitation and misogyny by simply changing the narratives and making a positive shift in the production process.

What is one misconception about creating porn you would like to debunk?

Many people conflate sex work with sex trafficking and perpetuate the stereotype that sex workers are victims or are driven to a demeaning lifestyle by a damaged history. Sex trafficking is easily confused with all types of sex work. There is the assumption that porn and sex work are always particularly exploitative for women, which just isn’t true. So many female performers are empowered and elevated by what they do! 

First off, how are you and how is your 2021 going?

Hello! I’m feeling pretty good today – the sun is shining after a dreary few days and I think I’m going for a sea swim at lunchtime, which always makes me very happy. 2021 is a right rollercoaster, isn’t it? I’m struggling a *bit* to keep up with all the social events post-lockdown, but I’m thankful to be feeling somewhat normal again!

Can you tell us about your journey online and how @ASpoonfulOfAlice came to be?

Of course! I started blogging back in 2015 – but, believe it or not, I actually blogged about weight loss and my ‘Slimming World journey’. Unfortunately I ended up becoming obsessed with dieting and developed some pretty disordered eating patterns – and no matter how much weight I lost, I didn’t feel any better about myself.

In 2017, I discovered the world of body confidence and the anti-diet movement – and my whole life completely changed. I realised that slim doesn’t necessarily equal healthy and that that beauty exists in all shapes and sizes, and my body acceptance journey began. These days, I use my platform to empower others to ditch diet culture, learn to trust their bodies again and feel wonderful just as they are.

What can people expect from your presence online?

I’m all about spreading my message in a fun and accessible way – so expect to see me dancing around in my underwear to early 00s bangers, writing thoughtful captions about my journey and sharing photos of my imperfectly perfect body for the world to see!

Alongside diet culture, body confidence and self love, I also speak openly about mental health, menstrual wellness (specifically my experiences living with PCOS and PMDD), sex education and a whole host of other topics. I share snapshots of Brighton life with my girlfriend and cats, and I’m always up for a chat on my stories!

We absolutely love your message, what is one thing you wish everyone knew about diet culture?

Thank you so much! Blimey, where do I even start? Most of all, I wish society understood that the link between weight and health is wayyyyyy less clear than we have been led to think. It is possible to be both fat and healthy – just as it is possible to be slim and unhealthy. In this country, we still use the BMI scale as a key measure of health – when the person who created it (who was a mathematician, not a doctor!) said himself that it isn’t fit for that purpose. The scale was created in the 1800s and was based on the bodies of cisgendered white men – so if that’s not you, it’s even less helpful!

What opinions would you love to see change in the mainstream media over the next few years?

Again, I could literally spend hours talking about all the things I’d love to change – but I think I’d have to say the notion that there is one ‘beauty ideal’, and everyone else is somehow wrong. Sure, there might be a few plus-sized people in the odd magazine these days, but when you consider that the average UK woman is a size 16, it’s crackers that this is still very much a rarity. I want to see clothes modelled on bodies of all shapes and sizes and fat people being represented without an accompanying weight loss story. Believe it or not, plenty of people are happy being plus-sized, but that narrative is hardly ever portrayed – I’d love to see a change there!

Can you tell us 3 tips to feel more body confident?

1. Aim for body acceptance first – body confidence can feel very out-of-reach if you’re struggling with low self worth, so I always recommend striving to accept your body first. Learn to treat it with respect and remind yourself that what you look like is the least important thing about you.
2. Fake it ‘til you make it – always wanted to wear a crop top, but just don’t have the confidence? WEAR THE CROP TOP ANYWAY. Yes, it will be scary at first. Yes, you might second guess yourself a million times before stepping out the door. But before long, you’ll realise that nobody is giving you a second thought – apart from thinking how confident you look, and wishing they could wear a crop top too!
3. Diversify your feed – if you’re only seeing ‘perfect’ Instagram models with one (unattainable) body type, it’s bound to have an effect on the way you see yourself. Instead, fill your feed with bodies of all shapes and sizes – bodies of queer people, plus-sized people, disabled people, black people, asian people… as many people as possible, basically! The more diverse your feed, the more diverse your idea of beauty will become – and one day, you might just see that *you* are beautiful too.

As a fellow Brighton dweller, can you share your top places to go in the city?

I actually get asked this question so many times that I keep a note in my phone where I list my favourite places. It’s organised into categories and everything! Here are a few of my faves:

• Pompoko – cheap, cheerful and delicious Japanese food
• Baby Bao @ The Pond – THE most amazing Taiwanese bao buns
• Bison Beach Bar – cocktails, fresh pizza and bbq dishes on the beach
• The Open Market – stalls selling local produce and crafts, friendly cafes and relaxed restaurants
• Tropical Sushi – the best sushi I’ve had in a VERY long time (and I’ve had a lot!)
• Brighton Rocks – a tucked-away cocktail bar with lots of board games and a great happy hour
• Trading Post Coffee Roasters – my spot-of-the-moment for brunch!
• La Mucca Nera – authentic italian ice cream, wine and coffee
• Marmalade Store – pick up a posh picnic before heading to the beach
• Brighton Flea Market – my favourite place for a Sunday morning mooch

What are you currently working on?

In terms of my Instagram, I’m working on a new reels series called ‘Facing my fat girl fears’ where I film myself doing things I’ve always been scared to do due to my size.

Otherwise, I’m working on myself! I went to therapy this year which was very eye-opening – it turns out I’m codependent and a biiiig people pleaser, so I’m learning to set healthy boundaries instead!

Who are some of your current favourite follows?

I follow so many wonderful humans who have taught me so many things, but at the moment I’m loving:

• @ScarredNotScared – because she is the queen of boundaries and I want to be more like her
• @make_love_not_diets – because she is HILARIOUS and always finds fun ways to help me dismantle diet culture
• @meganjaynecrabbe – because she is the reason I started this journey in the first place
• @simplepolitics – because the media has been so confusing this year, and they provide a lot of clarity
• @hunsnet – because everything they post just cracks me up

What does your perfect weekend look like?

I’d head out for brunch with my friends on Saturday morning, followed by a wander round the Lanes or a trip to the beach for a sea swim (the weather would be glorious, obviously!). In the evening, I’d cook a new recipe and it would work out PERFECTLY – then we’d watch Titanic, cry cathartically and go to bed by 9.30. I’d wake up on Sunday perfectly refreshed, and I’d spend the morning drinking coffee and reading in bed with my girlfriend (and the cats, if we’re being honest…). We’d make brunch together, then I’d spend the day filming AMAZING content for Instagram and doing little ‘self-care Sunday’ things like painting my nails and tidying up the mess I seem to inexplicably create throughout the week. We’d order takeaway in the evening and get so lost in conversation that we forget to watch telly! Bliss.

What do you always carry with you?

Tinted lip balm, headphones and an array of emergency snacks.

What would your last ever meal be?

I’d have to travel up to Newcastle (where I’m originally from) and head to Nudo Noodle House. They do this amaaaazing king prawn tom yum ramen, so I’d have that along with ALLLLL the sides (think gyoza, fresh sushi, salt and pepper squid etc). For dessert, I’d go to Olive Grove in Brighton – I once had the most incredible whipped greek yoghurt mousse with chopped nuts and honey there, and I haven’t stopped thinking about it since!

What is one positive piece of advice you could give to our audience?

That being selfish is actually a selfless act. Hear me out – if you’re constantly giving all your time and energy to other people, then you won’t have enough left for yourself. At some point, someone else is going to have to ‘save’ you, and that will be a drain on THEIR energy. If we were all just a little bit more selfish and put ourselves first before helping others, it would genuinely benefit everyone!

I learnt that from Michelle Elman (@ScarredNotScared) and it absolutely blew me away.